I hate not having control over my life. I want to plan everything out and decide when things happen and if they happen. I hate that horrible cliche "when it rains, it pours" and I hate even more the fact that it is so true. When life falls apart, there's nothing you can do. Some people have horrible days; others have horrible years. And I want to say something to them or even to myself: something incredibly comforting and wonderful that just makes everything seem not quite so bad. But I'm helpless, and that's what I hate the most.